Eulogy
Aggie's Eulogy - given Sunday, September 28th by her
nephew - Ricky Tolin
My Aunty Aggie
On
behalf of Debbie, Patty, Bobby, Jayne, Ronny, Joanne, Joey, Johnny, their
families… and certainly Aggie… we would like to thank all of you, our family
and friends, for all of the love and support, you have provided to us
throughout this tragic experience.
To my
Dear Cousins, I want to thank you for the tremendous privilege to eulogize
such a wonderful and selfless person, as “My Aunty Aggie”.
I would
like to share a few words and with this I have 3=Three main goals:
1.
1. To not break down
2.
2. Not to repeat the
beautiful tribute, examples and words that many have shared over the months
on her website – she was so proud of that website.
3.
3. I promised Mary Lynn that we would
not need Aunty Helen’s popcorn and an intermission – but I have to be honest
– talking for just a few minutes about such a Special and Beloved Person
will not be easy – but I will give it a try.
The
mystery of death is one of the most haunting experiences for us; it is
awesome and difficult to say the least.
At two of the most trying times in my life, Aunty Aggie’s words gave
me some peace and perhaps a little perspective to view death in this
lifetime a bit differently.
These
two events were when Uncle Joe died I was crying and Aunty Aggie hugged me
and said, “Don’t worry Ricky, God has a plan, and I trust in this plan and I
know things will be all right.”
The
other time was when my Dad died, she hugged me (you know the kind of hugs
she gave – that stopped the world and made everything feel better) and again
she said, “Don’t worry Ricky, God has a plan, and I trust in this plan and
we are going to be all right.”
Not
that we will know until our next life but I have given this considerable
thought over the last couple of days- what was God’s Plan for Aggie.
And I came up with the following four words:
Love
--- Family --- Pride --- Home
Aggie
had two loves in her life and she loved them both equally.
These loves were for God and for her family.
She had
nine beautiful children, but if you didn’t listen closely you would have
only thought she had one child – and the child’s name is “My”.
My
Debbie
My
Richard
My
Patty
My
Bobby
My
Jayne
My
Ronny
My
Joanne
My Joey
My
Johnny
She
always would mention her kids, grandkids and great grandkids in this
fashion. Her pride would come
through each and every time she mentioned one of you.
She is simply one of the most proud and yet humble persons that you
would ever know.
She did
this with everyone, My Brother Johnny, My Sister Helen, My Brother Joey My
Sister Cookie – she was so proud to be a sibling.
She was proud to be a Mihalov.
She was always the 1st to respond to come to a family
function – she just loved coming to the party’s, weddings, showers and being
with family.
Aggie’s
family was also quite extended and as Ronny states she was a “surrogate Mom
and Grandma” to many of us.
Over
the last several years she was a crossing guard by El Taco Real restaurant.
1.
Last year I saw her leaving her house in January and it was really
cold and she was carrying all of these hats, scarves and gloves.
The conversation went like this, Aunty Aggie, “My Ricky Joe”.
I said, are you running away and she told me that “My kids” need me –
and this is just a little something I was able to pick up for them.
I have to get to my corner some are getting out early today.
How’s your Ma?
2.
Caryn and I have been known to dine there on occasion (every week is
occasionally, isn’t it?). During
one of our visits, one of the waitresses comes up to me and says she wants
to ask me a personal question – she mentions that she met the crossing
guard…a lady with brown hair, who asked if she knew “My Ricky”.
The waitress told me she was a bit confused as she thought the lady
with the light colored hair was my mom.
Before answering I asked if the lady with the light colored hair had
done or said something – of course I said that I had two moms.
3.
Just a couple of weeks ago we were there again and the same waitress
asked if My Aunt was ok because she has not been on the corner this year and
all of the kids missed her and were asking for her.
They wanted to keep teaching her Spanish and they wanted to keep
learning Slovak – only Aggie.
Aggie’s
home was truly a home to all of us.
Living across the street was always such a joy because we knew she
was always there and would take care of us if we got hurt, sick or just
needed a hug. This was not just
reserved for us but she also extended this warmth and openness to all of her
kids, their spouses, friends, grandkids, and great grand kids over the
years. Simply said, you always
had a place to sleep and eat – no worries, no questions asked.
During
my travels I call home and I always ask my Mom if everything is OK.
Well last year Cy was hurt and in Canada ---- my mom was all alone
and I was worried about her – and My Mom says don’t worry – I have Aunty
Aggie and you know she always takes care of me.
This so typifies Aggie – such a strong, yet loving and caring person
who never complained or was bitter…even when she had to bury her beloved
Richard and her husband. Her
Faith, Love of Family and providing a home to her “family” always needed her
and kept her going.
I know
the last couple of months have been very trying and tiresome… but you know
Aggie remained as strong and loving as always.
Always thinking of others, just last week as she was in dire health
at the hospital…she tells Bobby to make sure if she cannot make Adam’s
Birthday to give him the gift she had gotten for him (a Star Wars Electronic
Bank he so wanted).
Typical Aggie.
The
examples are never ending and over the next days, weeks, months and years we
will continue to talk and share these wonderful stories of Our Aggie.
Last
night Joey said it the best…None of us ever thought this day would come…
Because Aggie certainly gave life all she had to offer --- she loved living
and everyone around her. She was as
comfortable talking with politicians and celebrities as she was the less
fortunate and homeless. She
would always say, “We’re all God’s people.”
Her love of Family and Life and her smile were contagious …
Do not
remember these last months but reflect on Aggie’s entire 75 beautiful years
of LOVE and FAMILY. Yesterday,
Aggie would have been so proud and right in the middle in my mom’s backyard
looking at old photo albums and going over old times.
Can you see her smile, and hear her laugh….so contagious.
She
would give a special message to Bobby…take care of My Cookie and to My Mom
she would say…Take care of My Bobby.
Sorry Bobby that’s what happens when you live across the street from
family…
Aggie
was just so proud to be your Mom, Your Gramma, your sister, and your Aunt .
Aggie
would not want this to be an end but a new beginning, a carrying on of her
legacy, for us to stay strong and stay together as a FAMILY and LOVE GOD and
enjoy LIFE and all it has to offer.
You know if she were here today she would say to us all: “Don’t
worry, God has a plan, and trust in this plan and things will be all right.”
In
closing, try to imagine the conversation on September 26th at
9:41 am, between God and Aunty Aggie at the gates of heaven … of course
Richard, Uncle Joe, Aunty Ann and Grandpa and Gramma Mihalov right there
too.
God
says,
“My
Aggie” your life has not always been easy, yet you never complained or were
bitter, in fact during these trying times you were better and stronger.
9
beautiful children…
16
grandchildren…
7 great
grandchildren…
Loving
Daughter, Loving Sister, Loving Aunt, Loving Wife
Now
that’s certainly a legacy of love to be proud of…
Welcome
Home, “My Aggie”.
Aggie
looks at God, smiles and so proudly and humbly says,
My Lord
and Savior…”Thank you Very Much”…It’s good to be Home.